live. love. and dream. a star that constantly burns in the sky.

Wednesday, June 08, 2005

story contd.

What is this? Is this what my life has been lowered to?
Parking the car was hell, everyone was always cutting me off everytime I tried to steal a space. This forced me to park about a block away and then walk over to the school in the blistering heat. I was such a push-over.
Even with Diana; no wait, especially with Diana.
So then why would I risk my life driving with a complete pyscho-maniac car driver to only be pushed aside as a shadow that constantly follows her trail?
Nervously I pushed my way through the crows in the audotorium, finding myself a seat pretty close to the front; lucky me.
And then she came on.
Her brunette hair was short-cut but emphasized her round, glowing face and bright chesnut eyes. Her body was sleek, not very full, but that didn't make her unattractive, in fact the lack of curves enhanced her cuteness and energy. For somone so short she seemed to alluminate the whole room like a full moon in a cloudless sky. But that wasn't really what blew me away, every single time.
It was her voice.
An angelic yet, powerful tune that seemed to embody the essence of the soul. The sound seemed to pull you up from the very depths of your heart, only to make you blossom like a flower in spring. The passion in her voice, the choice of her words, melted together seemed to cry for someone to follow, someone to add to her song.
But then it was over, and you are left with this burning sensation right in the middle of your chest, close to your heart; where the flower bloomed.
She bowed slightly, a bright smile on her face while flaring out her knee-length skirt. She seemed to shine like an angel with her cross-laced white shirt - but who was I to know about fashion?
And then she was gone, and then I knew I was in love.

Tuesday, June 07, 2005

*o*

hmm well...was trying to access other pplz blogs but it wasnt working..gonna try later...i think i kno why...just "fixed" it...w00t...maybe ? *o*

ne who...nm has been happening, finished all more courses cept for media and im not too worried aboot that. should b sleeping soon but i feel SOOO awake. even tho i was so freeken tired last night lol.

tomorrow morning i haf a int. @ OCS. i hafnt rlly thought about wat it'd b like there...totally different. i bet ill feel alone most of the time...a well...gotta get it done fast...started thinking about it more after seeing an old face @ dominion (every1 from OCS seems to work there lol...jkz) ne1 i saw a friend of mines old bf something...haley. completly forgot his name, funny tho cuz i remember his brothers name. w/e! ne way none of the ppl i knew will b there ne way....which doesnt rlly make a diff cuz they werent the ppl i wanted to hang around w/ T_T im actually RLLY nervous about this...but then again it'd b the same if i did night school...well kinda. *sigh* more like summer school. ne way, ill do fine...just gotta b my old self again - extremely reserved. ne way jade-chan will b there, but im not sure how much things will haf changed...she's prob like pure loner now :P and will b going off on her own everywhere.

haha well w/e....im excited to kno wat the new school will look like *_* but...more importantly im excited about summer. i rlly hope i can get a damn job, dammit.

ne way nothing 2 do now...gonna write...something i hafnt rlly gotten into in a while

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There's something about silence, the kind that seeps into the depths of your soul. It's the way everything stands still, as if, time will never move on. You sit and stare, and yet, nothing moves, nothing but the soul, like a restless leaf in the wind.
But then, there's nothing like music, the rhythm, the beat, the words that seem to soak into your skin. The way music can break your soul away like a butterfly bursting from a cacoon. A human craves it; the rhythm of the world.
I can imagine that back in the "day", I mean, even before "days" were invented, that people had much more silence then they did music, so then, why is music so popular? What power does music contain, like our ancestors so whole-heartedly believed?
Can a song save the world?
Or will the silence enslave it?

"Fuck, fuck, fuck."
"Wow, that's a nice tune."
"FUCK!" I yelled, swirving around a van that felt like it was just the right time to cut me off.
"HOLY! Slow down!!" Adrian cried, gripping the "oh shit" handle above him.
"I can't! I'm going to be late, Adrian! Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck!"
"You know, I really don't like that song. PLEASE change the radio."
"God, your such a fruit. Fine. Fruit, fruit, fruit, FRUIT!"
He gave out a cry as I made a sharp turn into the Charaton's Vocal School. The parking lot was packed.
"Dammit!" I cried, frantically looking for a place to park. "Screw this!" I cried, and began climping out of the SUV. "Adrian, park it OK?" I cried, throwing him the keys.
"Hey!" he called after me, but it was too late, my long legs were sliding in and out of moving and parked cars. The open doors ahead of me were a shining becon and I was ship headed straight for it.
And then it happened. Two ships happened to cross paths. Chaos. My face in the pavement, hands flailing out to catch my desperate, whirling fall of hair and bodies.
I wouldn't give up. My scraped hands lifted me up steadily and then my eyes met hers.
I glared, her dark, souless eyes glaring straight back.
The battle was on.

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well for a while now ive wanted to write something about music...and this is sorta the spark of it i guess. my characters r totally different then my usual characters. i wanted to break away from my usual habits...but the reason i usually do the same chars is cause i wanna achieve ONE story w/ them in it. lol it seems the one wid original chars never rlly make it ne where (kinda like this one) ne way not sure wat the plot is yet..was planning to go w/ the flow. prob wont continue, but if enuff ppl ask for it ill continue writing :P ^^ that's wat keeps me going!

ne way cya all!

-hoshi